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Well I got a second job. I'll be working part time for a lady that runs an inventory company. She is very disorganized, so I think I'll be a big help for her. I'm pretty excited about, hopefully it will be pretty laid back. I'm still searching for a new full time job when mine ends at the FRA in June. I hope I can do both and not become a work alcholoic because that's the last thing I want. I'm excited that I only have about 5 weeks left of school. It's nuts how fast it has gone by! Everyone keeps bugging me to keep going, but really I'm sick of it. I'll probably regret it later, but I might not! I just want to work in a office and enjoy the work I'm doing. I'm not to picky I just want to like my job, and make plenty of money to save up so we can finally get out of this apartment. We just signed the lease again for another year. Hopefully this will be our last year here. I really want a house, but more then I house I want a yard.
I'm feeling a lot better about the church thing. I've talked to my cousins a bit and they've really calmed my nerves about it all. I'm meeting with the missionaries tonight so I'll get more insight from them. I'm happy that I'm slowly getting back to things. Oh ya forgot to tell you, a lady made me cry at church. Before I left she had said to me, 'I've been in your position before (that being inactive for so long, and trying to back into things) and all I can tell you is I know how hard it is, but my advice is to just keep coming because it really does get easier, and you will get stronger.' Her one sentence made me start crying, because right now I feel like its sooo hard already. I have so many things to keep changing. I have to adjust my life so much. It's hard! I'm glad she told me that though, made me feel better like I really really am doing the right thing. Then Sister Hill wanted to introduce me to people and I was trying to wipe tears off my face, I was pretty embarrassed. I'm excited to go Sunday again and sit next to the COOLEST lady ever. She made me feel soo welcome. When we were sitting next to each other she told me 'you know its like you've always been here, you don't feel new' that made me feel great!! I think I'll get the hang of things again soon. Everything just takes time. Nothing can change overnight. This is going to be a long process for me, but I know it will be a good one.
Well were off to go grocery shopping! I'm dragging Brian along, I really don't know why he hates it so much, he hates the people that don't get out of his way. hahaha. I love it!