no tip toeing

im infertile

that will always be part of me because I have PCOS

i've only been on this road for 8 months now

i've grown so much

i won't never get the surpise of feelin' funny and wonder if i'm pregnant
medications and time tables and calanders will tell me
i am told when to take pills and when to do the tests
so i'm required to hope and pray the meds work, if not then no baby
i only want to use clomid, the other options are so much more expensive
i've heard a lot of good things about acputure, i need to start doing some research

i'm tired of people tip toeing around me
like i'm going to bite their head off that their pregnant and i'm not
that they don't have to try as hard as we do
that they don't have to use meds
there bodies just know what to do
oh if my body just knew what to do HAHA!
don't baby me and my feelings, that won't help
don't hide your happiness to spare me
i'll be fine, i'll be stronger
i'll apperciate it all just a little bit more beccuase i had to work so much more
god has a plan for MY happiness
i just need to keep doing me and things will work out
i know it